Yeap..the big 21 today!

Here's a few pieces of art or whatever from DA that reminded me of love Maybe check them out!! I guess i got LOVE on my brain
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[link] <--- And this one i love, ya know, a little self promotion


Show these people some L O V E!

Confused about my thoughts
Some seem but a dream
Contradiction of my thoughts seem lost
Nothing is as it seems

Am i going blind?
Maybe going mad?
Every step i take, i get more behind
Every breath i take, my heart feels more sad

Reaching out, trying to understand you
Putting my heart out completely
1 plus 1 is supposed to be 2?
Why are these feelings cutting in so deeply?

Its not me, its my thoughts
Don't mind the mess
Don't mind the talk
This is not what i do best

Carry on, carry on
It will be alright i suppose
It wont be long
hopefully until this case is closed

Why do I feel like this?-shit
My brain is mush, whats wrong with it?

Can it be wrong, the way i feel?
Can this be right; is this real?

I feel like in looking through another's eyes
This way i feel, but yet dispise

This feeling hurts my mind too much
This feeling i feel, but cannot quite touch

Spinning in a whirlwind
Trying to see through; it won't let me in

I'll be up, then I'll be down
It's too complex; it's too much sound

I'll be alright, just gotta get through
Try to feel right, try to feel brand new

Start it up fresh, but it just comes back
What's with this mess? What do i lack?

I'll be okay; need to sort it out
It will be alright, i beleive there's no doubt

I'll come around; It'll be okay
Tomorrow is gonna be a brand new day.....

Isn't weird how you just feel different; things change; people act odd; and you just don't understand? Well i don't like it. My mother says its from the planets shifting, my friend says its the weather; Maybe I'm just getting older; more wise; more mature. Its possible right? I am allowed to see the world through different eyes than before. It is just an odd energy. I'll be fine. Just wanted to know if anyone else has ever felt like that and if they knew why?